Have I ever had a moment where God has pulled my butt out of the fire? Absolutely. I had one of those experiences one only shares w/those who won’t think that one is from another planet. But, the experience is an altar building moment on the journey.

It was a time when I had a dream. One of those dreams different from others. I passed through a series of moments where I was reminded of things that I had done in my life that denied Jesus as my Lord and Savior. It brought such remorse that I awoke crying. Not the type of crying someone does while dreaming which resembles a wimpering suggesting crying in a dream. But, a full out wailing with tears overflowing. I was in such grief at what I had caused God.

In a very surreal sort of way, I had a remembering. I say surreal, because: I remembered a series of incidents that came to me in one “instant” and yet they were in a chronoligical order. Also- at the same instant I heard that “voice” of God saying, “Darlin’, remember these times, when you thought that we were living apart. I was with you then. I protected and delivered you.”

Lastly, if you would pay attention as you catch-up, in particular to “numberings”. 1 chronicles 21:1-30 May 8th, and 1 Chronicles 27:23-24. Are these the same numberings. If so, there seems to be some conflict in who did what when, and why. One thing was answered for me though. I could never understand why it was such a bad thing. It appears to me one issue was having faith in God’s promises. One of those not the act so much as the attitudal motivation.

Again, thanks so much.

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